You Already Have It All

You already have it all, but your refusal to know and accept this is what keeps it away from you.
Neville said it like this: “You are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe it is the only reason you do not see it.”
The truth is simple: As Source, you have it all, because as Source, you ARE it all.
When you ask, “If I am Source, how come I manifested such a bad experience?” The answer is: because, as Source, you exist in all things, so if you have chosen, consciously or unconsciously, a state/an identity, you are going to experience it in your external world.
This is how you feel lack, and believe that you are someone opposite to who you want to be. That’s what gets you stuck in techniques, affirmations, or a healing journey that puts you in the state of “being in the process of manifesting” your desire, instead of BEING the person who is already experiencing their desire.
Manifesting can be very sneaky. You are in the state of “not having your desire,” so you start your “journey of manifesting” what you want, which by default implies that you don’t have it.
Now, pause for a moment. If you don’t have what you want, then by no means you are living as Source, as the creator of all there is that you will ever want to experience through this human character.
Not only is everything yours, but everything is you.
You don’t need to do anything if you know who you truly are. You only need to remember that it is what you are.
You may have heard my story of healing a dog who had pretty much lost the use of his hind legs and didn’t seem to be getting any better. So, I decided that I was going to experience this dog healthy again. When I noticed that I was too attached and “waiting” to see him well, I said to myself, enough! I totally surrender to you, God; it is done!
Now, please, don’t get me wrong, I didn’t imply that I was talking to a God outside of me, but rather to the True Me minus the character. The me that doesn’t involve this human character that loves to get in the way. I released my human character, her mind, thoughts, and reactions, to I AM, the Source of who I truly am. And I actually felt an instant shift within.
That shift was not something coming from outside of me; it was an inner shift, because nothing exists outside of me, so the shift, the click, that knowing, can only be an inner one.
The very next day, I was led to step into my bedroom to grab something, and as I looked through the window across the room, what did I see? The dog, walking off-leash, totally normally, as he has always done. When 24 hours earlier he was still pretty much paralazied from his hind legs.
After that, I saw him again and again, walking fine, but I said to myself, what if he is 3 years younger now? Well, a few days later, as I saw him passing by, I noticed him wagging his tail and walking in a way I had never seen him before in the year and a half that I’ve known this dog, which always appeared to be an older dog. For the first time, I saw a younger version of him, indeed.
When I let go of my human character who was anxious, worried, sad, crying, and eventually, even mad, and let I AM take the lead, everything was swift and somewhat what we call miraculous. This is what is avaible to each one of us, all the time. It’s the ego-self, the human character that gets in the way, that prevents you from experiencing those things.
When you fall into the trap of waiting, you may be under the impression that you’ve made your decision and that you are dwelling in the right state or the right identity, but in truth, when you really ARE, you no longer look for external proof, because you KNOW that you are, you know that it’s done.
Even the subtle space of “wondering how” it will come about is telling you that you are still not fully identified as the person who already has it, because you are still thinking from the state/from the identity of wondering how it will unfold, rather than just being that person who has it.
The part of you that prevents you from fully being the person you want to be unless you experience that thing in the dream is the character, because the character relies heavily on the world of senses. Your character is heavily driven by the mind, which is constantly lying to you.
On one hand, your mind is telling you that your thoughts are real, even though you can’t see them, touch them, smell them, or hear them, but on the other hand, it’s telling you that if you are not experiencing your desire in the 3D space yet, then it’s not really real.
That’s why the character and its mind can’t be trusted. It’s not reliable, it’s changing all the time, it comes and goes, it transforms, it shifts. All of which means that it is part of the illusion. What stays the same, no matter what, however, what is here, has always been here, and will always be here, is I AM.
Yes, the human character can be very loud and overwhelming at times; this is where suffering comes from. But in truth, every time we react, fear, and buy into the discomfort, it’s due to the identification to the character.
Shifting in awareness is powerful. However, when we look at it from the character’s perspective, we still see it as being an upgraded version of the person, but that’s still the character talking here.
True shift in awareness is not something that the character does. It’s something that is felt when we drop identification with the character altogether. When we do, that’s when we can perceive the character within awareness and become less attached to it and its world.
It’s not your human character that wakes up, because you are the awareness in which the character exists. When you see this, you can’t unsee it.
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I just want to thank you from my heart for your work. I discovered your podcast and YouTube channel about a year and a half ago, and your words have resonated with me deeply ever since. The world feels better with people like you in it, because you truly guide others back to awareness of themselves. I feel genuine gratitude for your presence and what you share. ❤️
Thank you so much, Katya. I truly appreciate your feedback.