The Human Character Doesn’t “Wake Up”
Most people still believe in the illusion of “awakening” as the human character. But the character doesn’t “wake up” because the character is part of the manifestation, part of the dream, and you don’t change the dream within the dream.
No more than a character in a movie or a book has any free will or power “to do,” your human character does not either.
As the human character, you have no free will, because the state/the identity leads. That’s why Neville said, “Free will ends where the state starts.” And since, as the character, you are always in one state or another, you, consequently, never have free will, because you are always led by the state you occupy.
When I receive emails from clients that still sound the same, with the same questions, the same type of “challenges,” I know that the ONLY problem is that they are still occupying the same state of consciousness (state of being), while expecting a different outcome.
But that’s just not possible, because the state leads everything. Your actions, reactions, thought patterns, your emotions, and your results… ALL stem from the state/from the identity.
For example, someone who is in a state of illness will always think about the risk of diseases, doctor’s visits, check-ups, etc. Those come with the state.
Why are you going for the health check-up? Because your awareness is on illness and diseases. You believe in that potential. And by the same token, you do not believe that as God/as I AM, you can simply assume the state of total health, without ever worrying about illness at all.
When you are looking for validation from another person, while denying it for yourself, even if you are temporarily validated by someone else, you will still doubt it, not accept it, wondering how long it will last, etc., because while you’re looking for someone else (a romantic partner) to fulfill you, since you are not fulfilled within yourself. That “other person,” that temporary 3D form, will never fulfill you. And it won’t last.
It is not the 3D forms that you are looking for. Those things will only temporarily fulfill you and make you feel good, because as long as you don’t identify with being the person who is not fulfilled, who needs 3D validation to feel that way, those 3D experiences won’t last.
You were never fully enjoying the moment anyway. Because of your state of being insecure, you were always doubting and questioning what you heard and saw. You may even have believed that, as the character, you were waking up and doing better. But this whole time, you were still not identifying as the person you want to be. You were still occupying an opposite state, while fooling yourself that you were doing better.
However, when you understand that Awareness is above the character and above all states or identities, when you understand that you are not in the movie, and you’re not even the white screen onto which the movie is projected, because you are the projector from which the film is projected out onto the screen, then you know that you can project absolutely whatever you want.
You are not in the picture, and most certainly not the character in it; you are the one painting the picture. You are not in the book because you’re not even the book; you are the one writing the book.
So, as the creator/I AM/Awareness, why would you even write about diseases to exist?
If diseases don’t even exist in your story, do you need doctors? Do you need tests?
Why would you write about third parties? Why would you write about someone not wanting you? Why would you write about the lack of any kind?
As I AM, everything that DOES exist for you, right now, exists because you have written that script.
As I AM, your job is to throw all the scripts that you haven’t even written yourself (because society or your parents have), and the ones you might have written yourself because you didn’t know any better.
As I AM, the only question is: Do I want to create this?
Do you want my character to experience this?
As I AM/Awareness, you can create an entirely different story from scratch, because you are not the character in that identity. In that state.
All states of consciousness/all identities are there and will always be there, because creation is finished, but YOU as I AM can choose which one you want to experience through the human character, or not.
